I'm not sitting. I know I should during this difficult time, but I'm not. I'm not happy with myself about it either. I should be sitting. It would help bring a modicum of clarity to a situation that has me tied up in knots and spinning around in a downward spiral. Oooooo, I feel a "pity party" coming on, I'd better get back to work before I decide to leave the office and throw myself the biggest shin-dig I can have with the 12 bucks I have in my pocket!!